What's Your #FinalPoem?

If the world were to end next week, what language would you want to leave behind? What's your final shout to the heavens? Your last written word? Janice Lee over at Enclave wants to know.

She's posting all received submissions, so long as they conform to the guidelines, which you can find right here. 

I love this project and the poems it has produced so far. Makes me wonder if every poem should be equivalent to a final poem. Why write it otherwise, you know? Having that designated space for apocalyptic poetry also creates a unique context for the words themselves. We are asked to weigh them against approaching oblivion. Everyone can understand that on some level, I hope.

I digress. My own final poem went live today. Read it here.

Suggested Reading for Memorial Day

Today is Memorial Day, and this book and the men it discusses are in the back of my mind. In the USA, we like to herald our veterans as heroes at sports venues and during commercial breaks, put nice bumper stickers on our cars, and pat ourselves on the back on our social media accounts, but too often veterans come back from war traumatized, conflicted, and bereft. I don't have a slew of friends who are veterans, but one of the few I did know killed himself earlier this year. I can't help feeling that his death might have been prevented if the system weren't so dysfunctional.

In Prisoners of the Japanese: POWs of WWII in the Pacific, Gavin Daws doesn't just discuss the nightmares that came true for many POWs during WWII, but details the failure of the US government to help returning soldiers. Men came back and were told to suck it up and move on with their lives. Sure, it was the middle of the 20th Century. We like to excuse ourselves from that time period, saying psychology was poorly understood, but it's a well known fact that PTSD is stigmatized in the armed services even now. In other words, we are doing the same damn thing to our soldiers today.

Furthermore, after WWII,  the US had little interest in making Japanese perpetrators of war crimes pay, adding insult to injury in a very literal sense. Some were executed, but many were put in jails for around 10 years and then released. Many of the Japanese generals responsible for pervasive brutalities (widespread rape of civilians, beheadings, beatings, torture, starvation, slave labor, prisoners burned alive, medical experimentation, etc.) went on to become successful politicians. Modern Japanese textbooks do not discuss these things. Many people still deny that they occurred, as if thousands upon thousands of men and women just sort of vanished, I suppose. The emperor of Japan, who declared war on the US, was pardoned. Imagine if Hitler hadn't killed himself and the US decided to make him a trading partner.

I realize some of this might feel hyperbolic out of context. So all I can do is suggest that you do some research. Read this book and others like it. Pay attention to the injustices and stop getting caught up in right wing vs. left wing nonsense. Governments don't care about their people unless the people make them, regardless of party affiliations. The same goes for a country's servicemen and servicewomen.

We have a terrible track record of giving our vets the support they need. I don't know how to go about solving the problems other than to keep them alive through language. The more you understand military history--or history in general--the more you see the same mistakes repeated again and again. The only way to stop the cycle is by being conscious of it and holding our leaders responsible.

A Bunch of Science Links I Didn't Actually Read or Anything

I have tunnel vision. Not literally. I mean I am overwhelmed with working on the second draft of Deathform, starting a new job, and grading at the end of the semester. Still, I've spotted some interesting science articles floating around these here internets, and though I only have time to skim them, I thought I could share them all the same, along with a brief, half-assed synopsis. So here we go.

The Smithsonian realized that cosmic rays are, like, bad. This article says something like, "When you shoot a mouse full of irradiated junk, it doesn't do well at all." It goes on to describe how the irradiated mice of death do really poorly at pretty much everything.

I found an embedded link in there about plastic spaceships, too. This has to do with stopping astronauts from becoming irradiated mice. That seems interesting. I didn't read it even a little bit, so I am just picturing a giant Lego spaceship zipping through the void. Pretty cool.

Oh, and the only probe to ever explore Mercury done fell down. That's okay, though, because it was supposed to fall down. It took some pretty nifty pictures before it fell down. Honestly, Mercury is not a good place to go tanning because usually when you tan you don't want to start on fire.

I have no idea what this video is about. I saw it on Facebook, though, and someone shared it after I saw it the first time, so it must be good. The thumbnail looks like a guy is stroking someone else's arm, and the title promises that you can control other peoples' arms with your mind. This might have something to do with going up to a person and saying, "Hi. Could you please move your arm?" Mind control is freaky.

Elon Musk unveiled a thing. It's a battery. It goes on the wall. You put it on the wall and say to people who visit your house, "Check out my battery." They look at the battery and say, "You must be wealthy to afford such a battery." And you say in return, "Yes, I am wealthy. I love batteries. Batteries will save the world! I named this battery Elon Musk, after Elon Musk, the creator of this particular type of battery."

That's it for today's articles! Enjoy!

I just watched a good movie and this is inspired by that. "Cool," you say.

Movies inspire me. They inspire me as an artist and as a person. If you think about what a movie is, regardless of the budget, it’s a bit insane. Try describing the concept based on the physical realities of what it takes. “Well, it’s kinda like all these people standing around under really bright lights pretending to be other people, and someone records it, but when it’s edited and all the other stuff is added in like the soundtrack and colorization and it’s edited down, it’s like, um, this really cool story that comes together and makes sense and moves people."

Yeah, sure. Please go back on your medication.

It only comes to fruition because a whole lot of people work their asses off to make it happen.

So when I watch movies, it’s for entertainment but it’s also for inspiration. If a team of people can turn an idea—a writer’s concept—into this thing that I pop into my Blu-ray player and get absorbed into for two hours, then I can put a bunch of words into a document and take readers on a journey with language.

You can apply this to virtually anything you want to do, despite the hangups and all your fear. That might sound cheesy, but I believe it is inarguable.

Interactive Model of the Solar System

One of the best things about writing science fiction is challenging myself to get some of the science right. For Deathform, I'm playing it pretty loose when it comes to human technology, but I want the astronomy to be as accurate as possible. In the early stages of my research, I ran into this little gem, an interactive model of the solar system.

Pretty fun to spin them around and watch the calendar tick away. Grab a hold of Jupiter or maybe one of the dwarf planets and watch the Earth years fly like nothing.

I recommend changing the settings to "realistic." It's not all 100% to scale as far as I can tell, but gives you an idea how tiny these bodies are in the grand scheme of things.

Current Reading List

Here's what I'm going to be working through in the coming days/weeks/months, not necessarily in this order. Have recommendations? Send them my way! (I'd especially like to add more female writers to this list. I didn't plan for this to be a dudefest, but there it is.)

  • Prisoners of the Japanese: POWs of World War II in the Pacific, Gavan Daws. (as research for my novel in-progress)
  • Peckerwood, Jedidiah Ayres
  • The Silent Girls, Eric Rickstad
  • Black Gum, J David Osborne
  • Station Eleven, Emily St. John Mandel
  • Twilight of the Wolves, Edward J. Rathke
  • The Fish and the Not Fish, Peter Markus
  • The Old Reactor, David Ohle
  • Theatre of Curious Acts, Cate Gardner
  • The Laughter of Strangers, Michael J Seidlinger
  • Skullcrack City, Jeremy Robert Johnson
  • Fluency, Jennifer Foehner Wells
  • 20th Century Ghosts, Joe Hill
  • The Guild of St. Cooper, Shya Scanlon (coming soon)

There are plenty more on my radar and in my e-reader, but these are yelling at me loudest.

What's on your current reading list, internet?

The Internet is Extra Annoying Today

If you are seeing this message, switch off, take a breath, run for the nearest window, jam it open, stick your head out, and get a whiff of reality. Listen to a bird or two and the wind. Note the color of the sky and the temperature of the air. Now remember that today is April Fools Day, and all of this is a joke. You are at work and you can't open the window because that's disruptive, or the windows don't open. Why the hell doesn't your place of business have windows that open? Why can't you take a moment to bird watch in the middle of an important meeting? "Hold the hell on!" you might shout. "Let's just take a minute to watch the goddamn birds." Shouldn't there be a time for this? If not during an important meeting, then when? Better not to dwell on it. Take out your phone. Scan your social media accounts. Anything going on? Here, a funny prank. Here, a lame prank. Here, a stagnating website. White screen, black text. Information. Endless information, oh god. Where is the nearest window, anyway? How far? My windows have plastic over them to seal out winter. It is April Fools Day and it is finally getting warm out, but it might be colder tomorrow, so better not to pull the plastic off. I rarely check the forecast. Just a joke in Central New York. Ha-ha, the sky is gray. Ha-ha, mounds of snow block every corner. I still need to get chairs for the balcony. It overlooks a beautiful parking lot. At least we have a balcony. Why are chairs so expensive? Plastic and fabric. Really? 25 dollars for plastic and fabric? 60 dollars? What? John Green is not writing a sequel to The Fault in Our Stars, dumbass. Stop taking everything so seriously. Who cares if you can afford your rent? Rent is sort of serious, I guess. You paid it yesterday. Forget about it. Today is April Fools Day. Be fooled. Fool someone. Fool yourself. If you are seeing this message, you are probably not in an important meeting. You can find a window that opens.

Flukeman to Replace Mulder in New X-Files Episodes

No, not really. But imagine this guy in a nice black suit:

I hope you weren't planning on sleeping any time soon.

I hope you weren't planning on sleeping any time soon.

And now that The X-Files is returning, I wonder what the opening credits will entail. The found-footage flying saucer seems less relevant today than a decade ago. We'll find out soon enough, I suppose.

In the meantime, here's an interesting conversation about the current state of conspiracy theories in relation to The X-Files, as discussed on Q.

X-Files Revival!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ZOMG

No, seriously, The X-Files may make a brief return in the coming months and I am very excited and skeptical.

Why skeptical?

Because many shows and movies lately are based on nostalgia, and sometimes nostalgia leads to you Facebook stalking an ex at 3 AM and reminding yourself that some things end because they have run their course and this makes you sad and happy at the same time but mostly glad that the past is in the past where it should be.

And yet.

I am the only person on the planet who liked the second X-Files movie. It was essentially a long episode of the series, and I dug that.

So, yeah.

Sometimes nostalgia leads to Facebook stalking an ex, but sometimes instead you end up Facebook stalking a good friend you haven't spoken to in months, and then you message that friend and say yo what are you doing stop living in NYC and let's get together and then you get together and it is grand and you think to yourself, Boy am I glad I Facebook stalked you because of my 3 AM attack of nostalgia.

An X-Files revival will be like that.

Right?

Right?

Writers are not "born" any more than painters are "born" and this conversation is boring.

I kinda like this article. It's a response to another article (technically a listicle, I guess) which I dislike.

But both articles are about something that I am very sick of talking/hearing/reading about, which is how MFA programs are either helpful or not helpful, and people who do not really want to be writers should not go around pretending they want to be writers, and should not waste their time or money because some people are just not cut out for this blah blah blah.

This is all well and good to think about at some point, but man oh man does it get tedious when it comes up again and again.

Is there any other profession where people do this to their own kind? Like, when carpenters get together en masse (at the yearly carpenter convention, obviously) do they break into groups of gossiping jerkwads snickering at each other? Dude, Tommy over there uses a wooden clawhammer instead of a fiberglass claw hammer! What an asshole! Tee-hee!

I say this knowing quite well how guilty of the same crap I have been in the past, and in retrospect can say how counterproductive it is, which is maybe why I find it so annoying now. I think we are most annoyed by in others what we dislike in ourselves. So yeah. I'm not blaming the original article writer for being ranty and pretty much dead wrong, and I'm not even blaming him for venting in public. I just think it is far better to put our energies elsewhere--which is a helpful mantra when it comes to virtually everything on the internet.

Sit in chair and write. Or don't. The end.

Crafting Widgets: A Common Sense Look at Adjunct Exploitation #NAWD

Let’s try a thought experiment.

Hold in your mind for a moment the image of a factory. This factory specializes in a very complex widget, a device that all of society agrees is important for daily life. People pay top dollar for these widgets.

There are two sets of workforce at the factory. The first is permanent. They sign contracts for years at a time. Some sign contracts saying they can never be let go unless they want to be. They get paid yearly. They are doing pretty well.

The second workforce is called “contingent,” or “adjunct.” Contingent meaning something like, “Contingent on the factory needing you as a worker for a little while.” Adjunct meaning something like, “A part of the factory that has been added on for now but is nonessential.” Imagine that these contingent or adjunct workers do the same amount of work as the permanent employees. Let’s say they all operate two widget stations each—but the contingents/adjuncts get paid half or less than half of what the permanent workers make, and they could be let go at any time. Because they are considered separate and nonessential. For this same reason, many contingent/adjunct workers have to take jobs at other factories or in totally unrelated fields. For this reason, too, they have less time to focus on making widgets, even though they love to make widgets. It is their passion to make widgets. Widgets are the future. They know this.

These widgets are so complicated and important and vital for society, in fact, that all of the workers take their widgets home with them each night. They study up on better widget-making techniques. They plan and study and build. Contingent workers and permanent workers alike, all hoping to create wonderful widgets.

It used to be the case that the contingent/adjunct workers were hired only when there were extra orders of widgets to be filled. But for the past several decades, the factory has had a steady, high number of orders, and rather than hiring more permanent workers, who cost more, simply began hiring more “separate and nonessential” workers until, oddly, the number of “separate and nonessential” workers outnumbered the permanent workforce. That is kind of weird. That does not sound “separate and nonessential” at all. But the people running the factory saw profits go up, and that is good, right, that is what we want? A profitable factory?

Except the “separate and nonessential” workers live in poverty, are overworked, are tired, are frustrated. Some of them become fed up and leave. Some of the ones who leave are great at making widgets. They do not want to deal with such depressing working conditions. Too bad. Even the permanent workers are beginning to take note, to be concerned, to feel like, “Um, hello, aren’t these people doing a whole lot of work, too? Maybe if they received better pay or job security we could all get to know each other a little better, work toward a better system.” But no. The factory administrators are not interested in hearing this. They see no reason for change.

Does any of this sound like the optimal way to create the best possible widgets? Does this factory have an eye on fair labor practices? Are they looking out for you and me, who might want to buy our widgets from them, or who might even want to create widgets some day?

Realize now that we are not talking about hypothetical work stations or factories or widgets, but real life universities and classrooms and students. Everything else is pretty much the same. This is the reality of higher education across the US. “Separate and nonessential” teachers who live in poverty are expected to perform the same tasks and at the same rate as permanent faculty. Is this a system that you feel confident in? Is this system looking out for students whose tuition is increasing every year so that the widget stations might look a little nicer while the workers receive no increase in pay and therefore have no more time or energy to help eager minds learn and grow—minds being the most important widgets we could ever have?

Ah, I’m mixing metaphors here. Excuse me. I’m just a little tired.

What happens now is up to you. The first step is to stand up for contingent workers. Stand up for adjuncts. Speak out. Let the world know it is time to do better.

Recommended Reads

If you're into speculative sci fi and/or mystery novels, I highly, seriously, super-duper really muchly recommend Ben H. Winters' The Last Policeman trilogy. I devoured the last two books in a day and a half, cutting into my own writing time. That's a problem.

Here they are on his site.

And here's a brief description of the first in the series:

"What’s the point in solving murders if we’re all going to die? Detective Hank Palace has asked this question ever since asteroid 2011GV1 hovered into view. Several kilometers wide, it’s on a collision course with planet Earth, with just six precious months until impact.

"Industry is grinding to a halt. Most people have abandoned their jobs. But not Hank Palace. As our story opens, he’s investigating the latest suicide in a city that’s full of suicides—only this one feels wrong. This one feels like homicide. And Palace is the only one who cares. What’s the point in solving murders if we’re all going to die?"

A Very Cool Anthology, Coming Soon

A collection that showcases feminist speculative fiction? Where do I buy it and how do I submit to the next one?

Book description: "Sisters of the Revolution gathers a highly curated selection of feminist speculative fiction (science fiction, fantasy, horror, and more) chosen by one of the most respected editorial teams in speculative literature today, the award-winning Ann and Jeff VanderMeer. Including stories from the 1970s to the present day, the collection seeks to expand the conversation about feminism while engaging the reader in a wealth of imaginative ideas."

Preorder here on Amazon, or buy directly from the publisher.

Today's Sciency Links of Note

The truth is out there. Tom Delonge of Blink 182 fame says he has had contact with aliens.

Is there life on Mars? There wants to be. Mars One, a nonprofit set on bringing people to Mars, unveils their top 10 hopefuls. I guess this is like playing Martian Idol, maybe? Read more about Mars One on their site, here.

Space probe Dawn nears dwarf planet Ceres, capturing some pretty nifty images. What are those bright white spots? Tom Delonge definitely knows.

And Japanese Scientists make some headway (get it, get it?) in the race to build a human brain. There's a lot more going on at The Human Brain Project, too.